A Man of God Alone with God
SEPTEMBER 26th 1878
by
(1834-1892)
“I have declared my ways, and thou heardest me: teach me thy statutes.”-Psalm 119:26.
Worldly men think very little of
God. They live at a distance from him; they have no intercourse with him; like
the fool, they have said in their heart, “No God,” and they try to realize in
their lives their heart’s desire. Very different is it with the true believer.
He recognizes God everywhere; he sees God in all the good or ill that checkers
life; he believes that God has created every worm that crawls upon the face of
the earth, and that he has painted every flower that blooms. The whole world is
full of God to him who believes in God, and he has intercourse with God
wherever he goes. He cannot live without it; it is his joy and delight. He is a
child of God; so, how can he live happily in his Father’s house unless he often
sees his Father’s face, and speaks with him, and hears his voice in return? The
Christian makes much of God, and God makes much of him, for they have a mutual
delight in one another. Hence, in such a text as this, you perceive how the
psalmist talked with God, and God heard him, and he knew that God heard him;
and then he spoke again to God, and said, “Teach me thy statutes.”
This is, perhaps, one of the main
differences between the believer and the unbeliever,-between him that feareth
God and him that feareth him not. The first lesson for man is, to know his God;
the second is, to know himself; and as the unbeliever fails in the first, he
fails in the second also, he does not know himself. He does not think much
about himself,-about his real self, the most important part of his being. For
his body, he caters freely, he can scarcely spend enough upon it; but he
starves his soul. He scarcely recognizes its existence, and he has but little
thought or care about the immortality to which it is ordained. But a true
believer knows himself. We are sure, from our text, that he does, for he would
not declare his ways if he did not know them. But he has practiced
introspection, and looked within himself. He has practiced self-examination,
and studied his own inner life. He does not profess to understand himself
altogether; -for man is the next greatest mystery to God; God is the first
mystery, and man is the second. He does not understand his own ways; he cannot
always comprehend his own thoughts, or follow the devious wanderings of his own
mind; but, still, he does know a good deal about himself; and when he goes
before his God, he can truthfully say, “I have declared my ways, and thou
heardest me.” Among other things, he has discovered his own ignorance, and
hence he presents the prayer with which the text concludes, “Teach me.” He is
ignorant even of God’s revealed will, so he prays, “’Teach me thy statutes,’ O
Lord! I know the Book in which they are recorded, and I can learn them in the
letter; but do thou teach them to me, in my spirit, by thy Spirit, that I may
know them aright.”
This, then, is to be the subject of
our meditation. Let us come to it, looking up to the Lord, and asking him to
bless the meditation to each one of us. I shall take the text in two senses;
the primary one is, I think, a man of God alone with God: “I have declared my
ways” (understand, “to God”) “and thou heardest me: teach me thy statutes.” But
I judge that it is lawful, especially in the light of the following verse, to
believe that the psalmist may have alluded to his speaking with men; so., in
the second part of my discourse, I shall speak of a man of God considering his
own public testimony, and saying, when he had done so, “I have declared my
ways, and thou heardest me: teach me thy statutes. Make me to understand the
way of thy precepts: so shall I talk”-which must mean his speaking to
others,-”so. shall I talk of thy wondrous works.”
I. So, first, we see here A Man Of God Alone With God; and we notice
three things about him, he is making his case known: “I have declared my ways;”
he is rejoicing in an audience which he has obtained: “thou heardest me;” and
he is seeking a further blessing: “Teach me thy statutes.”
First, he is making his case known.
I understand this to be, first, the language of a sinner confessing his sin: “I
have declared my ways. He is a sensible sinner, and therefore he is not in a
confessional box with the human ear of a fellow-sinner to listen to him; he is
a rational being, who has not degraded himself so low as that. But he is
confessing his sin to the great High Priest who can be “touched with the
feeling of our infirmities;” to him who cannot be defiled by listening to our
tale of sin; to him to whom alone will it avail to confess our sins, for “he is
faithful and just to forgive us our sins,” if we confess them to him.
In each one of us now say, in this
sense, “I have declared my ways” to the Lord? For this should be done, not only
at our first coming to him, but continually throughout the whole of our life.
We should look over each day, and sum up the errors of the day, and say, “’I
have declared my ways,’-my naughty ways, my wicked ways, my wandering ways, my
backsliding ways, my cold, indifferent ways, my proud ways; -the way of my
words, the way of my thoughts, the way of my imagination, the way of my memory,
for it has a treacherous way of remembering evil and forgetting good;-the way
of my actions towards thee, my God, and there is much to regret there; the way
of my actions in my family, in the world, and in the church.” What a sorrowful
stock-taking each day would be to many professors if they were honest to themselves
and to their God! Even those who “walk in the light, as God is in the light,”
and have the closest fellowship with him, yet know that it is a very sweet and
blessed thing even for them that “the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth
us from all sin;” forever they still sin, and it is necessary for each one of
them to say continually, “I have declared my ways.”
Do you try to hide your sin, dear
friend? It is useless for you to attempt to do so, for God ever sees it. Why do
you seek to conceal what is always before his eye? Better far to confess it to
him, that he may then cast it behind his back, and remember it against you no
more forever. I believe that, often, as sinners confessing to God, we miss much
true comfort for want of making a clean breast of our transgressions. Yet the
Lord knows what is in our heart even though we do not own it. It has been well
observed that, when Moses tried to excuse himself to God for not wanting to go
to deliver Israel, he said that he was slow of speech, and God met that
objection by giving him Aaron his brother to speak for him; but the Lord, in
his reply to Moses, also said, “All the men are dead who sought thy life.”
Moses had not said anything about that matter; but God knew that there was that
fear in his heart, so he put his finger on the sore place at once. It is well
when we can do that for ourselves; when, in our spirit, there is no guile; when
we come, as David did, in the 51st Psalm, and confess the very sin which we
have committed: “Deliver me from blood-guiltiness, O God,” calling it by its
right name, then is it that the soul begins to get peace with God.
“But,” someone asks, “are we, then,
to confess to God every sin in detail?” No, that would be impossible, and
probably it would not even be useful; but there must be no wish to conceal any
sin from God. Such a desire would be a vain one, for “all things are naked and
opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.” There must be an
acknowledgment of the sins which we have not yet seen in their full
heinousness. Each of us will do well to offer David’s prayer, “Cleanse thou me
from secret faults.” If we have committed faults, which are hidden even from
ourselves, we desire to be delivered from them so that they should not remain
to our condemnation.
I do not suppose that any
unregenerate sinner will act thus towards his God until the Holy Spirit has
begun to work graciously within him. While the prodigal was wasting his
substance with riotous living, be thought himself a fine gentleman; and even
when he was feeding the swine, he only said, “I have had very bad luck.” But it
was “when he came to himself” that he said, “I will arise and go to my father;”
and it was when he felt his father’s warm kiss upon his cheek that he made the
confession, “Father, I have sinned.” There is no contrition so deep as that of
the man who can say concerning his sins,-
“I know
they are forgiven;
But,
still, their pain to me
Is all the
grief and anguish
They laid,
my Lord, on thee.”
So, then, our text is, first, the
language of a sinner confessing his guilt to his God; but it is more than that.
It is, next, the private talks of a patient with his doctor: “I have declared
my ways.”
See, there is the little room
upstairs, and there lies the patient whom the physician has come to try to
cure. The doctor’s first work is to find out all he can about the patient’s
disease, so he begins by asking concerning the various symptoms that have been
noticed. He is sure to look at the sick man’s tongue, and you may learn a great
deal, spiritually, of the condition of a man’s heart from the state of his
tongue. The doctor will also sound the patient’s lungs, and test his heart, and
take his temperature, and ask him a great many questions, not merely about what
appears on the surface, but about his inmost self; and when, at last, the
patient can say, “There, doctor, I have told you all, now will you prescribe
for me?” he is in the condition of the psalmist when he said to the Lord, “I
have declared my ways, and thou heardest me: teach me thy statutes.”
The text very accurately describes
such a state of things as that which exists when a patient relates his symptoms
to the physician, and then the physician prescribes for him; for, in addition
to sin being a great evil in the sight of God, it is also a disease to which we
are all prone, and from which only the great Physician can cure us. We cry out
against it, and our better self fights against it, yet the old man within us,
“the body of this death,” as Paul calls it, fights against the new nature, and
we should be overcome were it not for divine grace. So it is well for us to
declare our ways. Suppose I put it for myself or for you thus, “Lord, I find
that, even when I am engaged in prayer, my thoughts wander. When I am in
trouble, I get fretful and rebellious. When a little difficulty meets me in my
business, I do not trust thee as I ought.
I sometimes find that, when I try to
be humble, I become desponding; and when I am joyful, I become presumptuous. I
seem to be like a pendulum swinging too far this way, and then too far that
way. I know not how to steer the ship of my life between the Scylla of this sin
and the Charybdis of that. O my Master, I am but dust and ashes, I am less than
nothing, and vanity! If thou dost ask me what I ail, I seem to have all manner
of diseases upon me at once. Sometimes, I am hot with fever, and full of wrath;
and, at other times, I shiver with ague as though I did not know what I
believed, and could not lay hold of thy truth with a firm grip. Sometimes I
fear that I have a fatal disease upon me; and, certainly, were it not for thine
unfailing medicine-the great catholicon-my soul would pine away, and die. Yet,
and all these evil symptoms, there is one sign that, I trust, is for good. I do
know where my help lies; and I look alone to thee for healing. I know that thy
precious blood has cleansed me, and on that blood alone I do rely.” Thus the
patient tells the good Physician, as far as he can, what he feels, and what is
the disease from which he is suffering.
I think, too, that we might use
another figure to illustrate the meaning of our text; it is like a client
telling his advocate all about his affairs. It is a difficult case in law.
There is an accuser who has come forward with very serious charges, and he
brings witnesses to substantiate what he affirms, and the case is a very
complicated one. The client says that he does not know how to plead for
himself; he says that he is at his wits’ end, and he asks the advocate whether
he has any argument that can avail for him. The advocate replies, “I must first
know all about your case before I can advise you, so tell me everything.” Now,
the Lord Jesus, your great Advocate, already knows all about you, yet he likes
you to tell it all to him. It is always a good thing to-
“Tell it
all to Jesus,
Comfort or
complaint.”
Mind that you do tell it all to him;
do not keep anything back. Tell him the complex part of your life, and tell him
the black part of it; be sure to bring that out. Tell him that the accuser has
good ground for his charges against you, and that he can bring abundant
witnesses against you,-ay, that your own conscience will witness against
you,-and that you do not know of any plea, on earth or in heaven, that can
avail for you unless he will be your Advocate. Then, how dear that Advocate
will be to you when he tells you that he can plead his righteousness, his life,
his blood, and his death, for “if any man sin, we have an Advocate with the
Father, Jesus Christ the righteous.”
I do not think, however, that we
have reached the very marrow of our text until we regard it as describing the
intimate communion of friend with friend: “I have declared my ways.” When two
men become linked together in close friendship, they are in the habit of
telling to one another all that happens in their lives; and if one of them is
in a difficulty, he goes off to his friend, and tells him about it. They agree
with Solomon that “two are better than one; for if they fall, the one will lift
up his fellow;” and, by mutual counsel, wisdom will be found. The one who is in
trouble tells his friend about it, and his friend, perhaps, puts to him a
number of questions, not out of prying curiosity, but in order that he may
become acquainted with the whole case, and so be qualified to advise or to
help. And we, beloved, if we really know the Lord in spirit and in truth, are
exalted to the position of friends of Jesus. “Henceforth,” said he to his
disciples, “I call you not servants, for the servant knoweth not what his lord
doeth: but I have called you friends, for all things that I have heard of my
Father I have made known unto you.” “The secret of the Lord is with them that
fear him; and he will show them his covenant.” The Lord said, “Shall I hide
from Abraham that thing which I do?” when he was about to destroy Sodom and
Gomorrah; and we must hide nothing from our God. It ought to be the daily habit
of the believer to commune with his God; we ought to make him our Confidant in
all things. You will go amiss, depend upon it, if you do not wait upon the Lord
for guidance. “Bring hither the ephod,” was David’s command to the priests when
he was in perplexity, and knew not what he ought to do. Israel made a great
mistake with regard to the Gibeonites because the case seemed so simple to them
that they did not need to consult the Lord concerning it. Here were men with
dry and moldy bread, and with old shoes and clouted upon their feet; they said
they had come from a far country, and the matter appeared so plain that the
Israelites asked not counsel at the mouth of the Lord, but took of their
victuals, and made a treaty with them, as they would not have done if they had
consulted the Lord. I do not think that God’s people often go astray in the
most difficult cases, for they do take them to the Lord in prayer. It is in
simple matters that we make our greatest blunders, because we think we know
what to do, and therefore we do not wait upon the Lord for guidance. Yet he who
leans to his own understanding is trusting to a broken reed which will be sure
to fail him just when he most needs it. So let us, each one, say to the Lord,
in the language of the text, “I have declared my ways.”
Thus far, we have been thinking of
the believer making his case known; now, secondly, we are to see him rejoicing
that he has obtained an audience with God: “Thou heardest me.” I cannot tell
you how my heart is touched with the sweetness of that short sentence. Didst
thou hear me, O Lord? What condescension on thy part! Thou hast the whole
universe to rule and govern; the sweetest songsters are in thy choirs, sounding
forth thy praises day without night, yet thou heardest me. And I was not
singing thy praises; but confessing my sins. I was not telling the story of all
thy wondrous works; I was telling of my own wicked works, and of my sorrows and
cares, and thou mightest well have said, “These things are too small, too
insignificant to be brought before my notice;” yet thou didst not speak so, for
thou heardest me.
But there is something even more
wonderful than his condescension, methinks, and that is, his patience. It is an
amazing thing that he should listen to us, and then, when the sad story is
told, that he should not turn away in the greatness of his wrath, and utterly
destroy us. I think that, if you were to tell out all that is in your own heart
to any one of your most intimate friends, he would never speak to you again. We
read many very charming biographies of men and women; but if the whole of their
hives could be written,-which we may be thankful cannot be done,-the book would
not be fit to be read. But the Lord listens to us, in some things that we have
to confess to him, that we would not confess, and could not confess, and ought
not to confess, in any human ear; yet he does not turn away from us in disgust.
His pure and holy eyes cannot look upon iniquity except with the utmost
abhorrence. He loathes sin in such a way as we can hardly imagine; yet, when a
penitent sinner comes to confess to him, he patiently listens to the whole
sorrowful story, and feels nothing but pity and love for the guilty narrator of
it. This is truly wonderful, and is very different from the manner of men. A
man would probably say, “You have told me now, sir, what I wish I had never
heard, for I can never trust you again. I did not think you were so mean; I
could not have believed it of you. You have told me something that has let me
know that I have been cherishing a viper in my bosom. Never come to my house
again; you are a person with whom I do not wish to be in any way associated.”
That is how man talks; but when we have told the Lord everything, he does not
spurn us from him, but he says, “Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be
as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.” He
puts away our sin by blotting it out like a cloud, and our transgressions as a
thick cloud, blessed be his holy name!
When the psalmist says, “Thou
heardest me,” he means, “Thou heardest me with sympathy.” There are several
different ways of hearing a story. When I have to deal with a case of very deep
grief,-I do not know whether you have all learnt this lesson, but I will tell
you how I act, and you may be wise if you do the same, especially if you are a
young pastor. If you get a case of very deep grief, hold your tongue, and let
the sorrowful one talk, and tell out all the painful details. Those various
items may not be very interesting to you; but if you cease to listen to any one
of them, you will be stopping the process of cure for that poor bleeding heart.
Let the sufferer tell it all out, and do not grudge the time it takes.
Interject a word or two of sympathy now and then, and be really sympathetic all
the while; but let the troubled soul tell it all out, just as here the psalmist
says to the Lord, “I have declared my ways, and thou heardest me.” If you do
so, the tried one will go away, and say, “I was so comforted by my interview
with the pastor, or with that friend; it did me so much good.” Yet you are
conscious that you did nothing but listen to the story of sorrow, and that is
the best thing you could possibly have done. “Mother,” said a little girl, “I
can’t think why our neighbor is so glad for me to go in and see her. She has
lost her little baby, and she sits and cries, and she says I -am such a comfort
to her; but, mother, I never say anything; I only just put my arms round her
neck, and I cry, too.” Ah! but that is the best way to comfort the sorrowing;
and that is what Jesus does for you when you get near to him. He is touched
with the feeling of our infirmity, and it is his being touched that enables us
to bear the blow which has so grievously wounded our heart.
“Thou heardest me.” Even if the Lord
did not seem to answer us, yet there would be much comfort to us from his
hearing us, letting us tell all our grief to him, in the full belief that we
are not merely telling it out to the air, or speaking to emptiness, but that
into his ear, and into his heart, the story of our grief is falling. There is
no comfort like this. Try it, mourning ones, ye who love his blessed name.
But I think that the psalmist meant
even more than this when he said to God, “Thou heardest me.” Surely, he meant,
“Thou didst graciously come to my help, ’I declared my ways,’-the sinfulness of
them; ’and thou heardest me,’ and didst blot out my transgressions. ’I declared
my ways,’-the disease of sin that was in my soul, and by thy stripes thou didst
heal me, by thy Spirit thou didst sanctify me. ’I declared my ways,’-my legal
difficulties, my accusers’ words; and thou didst hear me by answering them, and
sending such joy and peace into my soul that I dared even to cry, ’Who shall
lay anything to the charge of God’s elect? It is God that justifieth. Who is he
that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again.’ I told
thee all my ways; and, like a true and faithful friend, thou didst not spare
anything that thou mightest help me. As thou didst give thy Son to redeem me,
and thy Spirit to sanctify me, so didst thou give thy providence to succor me,
and thy presence to comfort me. ’Thou heardest me;’ I did not cry to thee in
vain.” Are not these words wondrously rich, dear brethren? I seem, in talking
to you, as if I only skimmed the surface of them, as a swallow touches the
brook with his wing, and is up and away again in a moment, but you may dive
into their depths in your happy, heartfelt experience.
Now I come, in the third place, to
this man of God alone with God seeking a further blessing: “Teach me thy
statutes.” I think the psalmist means this, “My Lord, I have told thee all;
now, wilt thou tell me all? I have declared to thee my ways; now, wilt thou
teach me thy ways? I have confessed to thee how I have broken thy statutes;
wilt thou not give me thy statutes back again? I have owned my weakness; now,
wilt thou not strengthen me, that I may run in the way of thy commandments?”
We will take this request, “Teach me
thy statutes,” in the same way as we took our first division. “I, a sinner,
have confessed to thee, O Lord, my wicked ways; wilt thou not teach me thy
statutes, that I may sin against thee no more? Teach me how to be holy. Teach
me to repent, for repentance is one of thy statutes. Teach me to believe, for
faith in thy dear Son is one of thy great gospel statutes. Teach me to pray,
for this shall help to keep me pure, and prayer is a statute of thine. Teach me
to watch against temptation. Teach me to search the Scriptures. Teach me to
yield myself up to thee as a living sacrifice, which is my reasonable service;
so teach me that I shall-
“No more
from thee depart
No more
thy Spirit grieve.”
Then, next, our text means, “I am a
patient, and thou, O Lord, art my Physician. I have told thee the symptoms of
my case; now wilt thou teach me thy statutes that I may be healed? I know that
thy Word has a healing power, for it is written, ’He sent his Word, and healed
them.’ Now, Lord, heal the bleeding wounds of my conscience by Jesus Christ the
Incarnate Word. Heal my darkened understanding by thy Spirit’s illumination of
it through thy Word. Thou seest what my disease is; thy Word is the great
Pharmacopoeia, which contains remedies for all spiritual maladies, and thou
knowest which will best suit my case. Prescribe for me: ’Teach me thy
statutes.’”
Then, in the case of a client
consulting his advocate, the text means, “I have declared my ways to thee, my
great Advocate; now ’teach me thy statutes,’ I pray thee, that I may be wise to
meet my accusers in future. ’Teach me thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain
path, because of mine enemies.’ ’Teach me thy statutes,’ that I may not give
occasion to the enemy to accuse me. Make me wise, since I have to deal with the
craft of the devil, and the malice of the world. Teach me when to be silent and
when to speak. Give me my Master’s wisdom, who baffled all his adversaries
though they constantly sought to catch him in his speech. Teach me how to live
so blameless and guileless a life that I may be both wise as a serpent and
harmless as a dove. I have told thee the difficulty of my ways, and how my
adversaries seek to entrap me; “teach me thy statutes,’ that I may escape like
a bird from the snare of the fowler.”
Then, as a friend speaking to his
friend, this passage means, “’I have declared my ways,’ now ’teach me thy
statutes,’ O Lord, that I may never lose thy friendship! O my great Friend, I
have told thee how remiss, and how unthankful and unkind I have been to thee;
but do not thou be angry with me! Undertake to mend me, I pray thee. Make thy
poor friend better. Some of my sin springs from ignorance, so ’teach me thy
statutes.’ Much of it springs from my corrupt heart; so, O Lord, sanctify it by
the power of thy cleansing Word! O Jesus, I cannot bear the thought of losing
thy friendship! Thou hast taught me the sweetness of it, so do not take it away
from me, for if now I were to lose thee, I should be of all men most miserable.
The unregenerate sinner knows not the sweetness of thy love; but, like the
swine, he is contented with his husks; but I have eaten heaven’s bread, and if
I am to lose it now, woe is me, for I shall be doubly undone.” A poor man, who
has always been poor, knows not the smart of poverty like the emperor or the
prince who comes down to be a beggar. It must have been a sad sight to see
Belisarius, the valiant general, brought down so low as to beg in the streets
of Rome; and, oh! if a believer could lose the friendship of his Lord, he would
be doubly damned. There would be two hells for him who had peeped into heaven,
and tasted angels’ food, and then had lost it, and been cast away forever. Blessed
be the name of the Lord, that shall never be the case with any true believer;
and that it may not be the case with thee, pray this prayer, “O Lord, ’teach me
thy statutes.’ I am a poor ignorant fool; but O my blessed Friend, to whom I
have confessed my ignorance, teach thou me! I shall be but a dull scholar, yet
do not put me out of thy class. It will show what a wonderful Teacher thou art
if thou wilt teach me. It will make even the angels marvel if thou canst make a
good scholar out of such a dullard as I am; yet here I am, Lord, ’teach me thy
statutes.’“
II. Now for a few minutes let us turn to the second way of considering
our text; that is, The Man Or God In Public Stating His Testimony.
First, then, according to this way
of understanding the text, we have here a man of God who has borne his
testimony. He has spoken to man experimentally. He has not spoken about
something he has read of, but he says, “’I have declared my ways,’-the ways
which I myself have trodden. I have told them of my evil ways, and warned them
against the evils that lurk in the paths of sin. I have told them of the wounds
I received in the house of sin, and I have warned others against going there. I
have told them also of the ways of penitence, for thou hast graciously led me in
them. I have told them of that bitter sweet or sweet bitter, the pleasing pain
of weeping over sin. I have told them of the ways of faith; -how I was led by
the law, as schoolmaster, to Christ; -how I was shut up from every other
confidence, and then came and trusted in the Lord. ’I have declared my ways,’
and I have also told my fellow-sinners what the Lord has done for me, and what
ways I have been led in since I have believed in Jesus. I have told them of the
ways of answered prayer which I have trodden, of the ways of gracious help
which have been vouchsafed to me. I have told them of my Ebenezers; of the ways
of God’s providence, and related how I have been succoured, again and again, in
the hour of my distress. ’I have declared my ways,’ and said of them all,
’Surely goodness and mercy have followed me all the days of my life.’“
We are bound, dear friends, not only
to preach Christ’s gospel, but also to preach our experience of it. You
remember that remarkable expression of our Lord, in one of his last prayers to
the Father, “Neither pray I for these alone, but for them also which shall
believe on me through”-what? “through their word.” Then, is it their word? No,
it is the Lord’s, yet it is also theirs, for they have made it theirs by
personal appropriation and experience of it. The truth of God never seems to
have such vividness about it as when a man tells it out of his own soul. You
read it in this blessed Book, and you know it is true, for God has revealed it;
but when you hear a godly man say, “I have tasted and handled this, and have
proved its truth,” then, somehow, there is a still greater force in it which
brings the truth home to you. That is what this servant of God could say, “I
have’ declared my ways.”
And he had not declared them with
any view to vain-glory, but only that he might glorify God. Neither had he
spoken of himself except with the object of persuading others to walk in the
ways of the Lord in which he had himself been so graciously led. We must always
be cautious as to how we speak of ourselves; we shall do well if we can say
with the apostle Paul, “We preach not ourselves, but Christ Jesus the Lord; and
ourselves your servants for Jesus’ sake.” If we ever do speak about ourselves,
it must be only as a foil or setting to that priceless jewel of the
lovingkindness of the Lord. “I have declared my ways.”
The next sentence, “Thou heardest
me,” teaches us that God had heard this man. What solemn work it is to preach
if we have God for a hearer! You know how Richard Baxter felt about this
matter,-
“I
preached as never sure to preach again,
And as a
dying man to dying men.”
We should so preach as though we
knew that every word was being written down by the recording angel, and that
God himself was listening to all that we said. This would make it a very solemn
thing to open our mouth for the Lord, and to bear testimony for him; yet what a
cheering thing it is that the Lord hears our testimony, and can confirm its
truthfulness! For, as surely as any of you ever speak for the Lord, you will be
misunderstood; and that is not the worst of it, you will also be willfully
misrepresented by some of your hearers. The very thing you did say, they will
declare that you ought to have said; and the thing that you did not say, they
will pretend that you did say. They will turn your words upside down and inside
out; I am judging by my own experience, for I have long proved that it is
utterly impossible for me to utter a single sentence which someone or other
cannot twist into mischief. This is a grievous evil under the sun,-that he that
speaks is not judged according to his own words, but according to whatever men
choose to put into those words, and to make them mean; so that the thing that
was farthest from our thoughts, and which our soul abhorred, has often been set
down to us, when we neither said nor thought anything of the kind. Now, if any
of you are called to pass through that trouble,-and I daresay you will if you
try earnestly to serve your Master,-fall back upon this declaration, “’I have
declared my ways,’ honestly, simply, plainly, with a pure desire to glorify God
and bless my fellow-men, ’and thou heardest me.’ I appeal to thee, O Lord, for
thou knowest what was spoken! Thou art the supreme Judge, and to thee I bring
my case.” When, with weeping eyes, and with broken words, my dear sister, you
talk to some poor soul about the Savior, let it be a comfort to you that the
Lord hearkens and hears, and that a Book of remembrance is kept before him in
which are recorded all such holy acts as you are doing for him. My dear
brother, perhaps you have not any special gift or talent, but yet you do try to
talk about Jesus whenever you can, and somebody has heard what you said. It was
very ungrammatical, and some people made a joke of it; and that grieves you
very much, for you know that you were speaking in the sincerity of your heart.
Now, do not you say one word the less because they jest about you; rather say
the more, because you have the double advantage of affording some people a
little amusement, and, at the same time, of doing good to others. Do not fret,
or trouble, but just go straight on with your work for the Lord; and if you
really did make a mistake, and used the wrong word, you can say, “Ah, but the
Lord knew what I meant! Thou didst know, O Lord, with what simplicity of soul
and earnestness of heart I spoke that word; and if it was not the right word,
and if some even see occasion for mirth in it, yet thou heardest me.”
The last word of all is this,-and it
fits in well with this view of the text,-this man needed more teaching, so he
prayed, “Lord, ’teach me thy statutes.’ Now that I have become a teacher of
others, teach thou me.” No man can teach if he’ is unwilling to be taught. Any
gentleman who has “finished his education” will never be an educator of others.
We must ourselves be continually making progress if we would lead others
onward. I am sure that every brother here, who is engaged in the Lord’s work,
will find that he needs to get fresh food for his own mind every day. He must
eat a double portion, because he has to feed others as well as to be himself
fed. He has not only to fill his basket with bread for the eater, but also with
seed for the sower, so he needs a double-nay, a sevenfold portion,-that he may
have enough for others as well as for himself.
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Tony Capoccia
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